Crying to the fishies.
I have been feeling particularly depressed about this bingeing issue in the last week or so. Its pretty bad right now and I'm gaining weight pretty quickly. Its hard to know what idea to pay attention to since there are a million ideas and suggestions screaming at me, telling me how to deal with this stupid thing.Well, the only thing I have to say is that if you've always felt that the only reason for your life was to please the greatest being ever to exist and receive back the greatest gift ever - but then you figure out that its just Santa and there is no North Pole, there are no reindeers, there are no elves. There is no god. There is no salvation, no heaven, no hell. There is no higher comfort to be found in god. I'm alone in so many senses.Feeling so abandoned and without foundation or security in life... well, no wonder I fucking eat till I want to burst. No wonder.
Based upon your responses to this screening measure, you are most likely suffering from an obsessive-compulsive disorder. You can view symptoms and treatment options for this disorder. This is not a diagnosis, or a recommendation for treatment. However, it would be advisable and likely beneficial for you to seek a professional diagnosis from a trained mental health professional in your community immediately.
